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I went to the bodyshop today to check out the car again and sign for the repairs. It was all good untill I asked how long they were expecting the repairs to take. They're goal is by June 17th... Yes, JUNE 17th. That means that I am without my car for an even further extended period of time. That is the one thing that I can think of that completely fucks all my optimism, and drains away my hapiness. I hate being without my own car, but I keep getting fucked like that. You'd think I'd be used to this by now. Not only am I now missing my car, but I'm going to miss everything that I was looking forward to for the next month or so. Everything I have been planning to do and really looking forward to just happens to all be scheduled within the time that I won't have my car. The College Park Tuner Meet is tomorrow, I'm going to miss yet another autocross event this sunday (every event this season, I've missed due to somthing unexpected happening to me that is beyond my control), I missed ANOTHER one last sunday, the Teckademics MD cruise, and OC cruise in the next 2 weeks, Goofy's going away party/cookout at the lake, the Ocean City car show on the 11th and 12th of June, and biggest and most anticipated is the East Coast Run 2005. I have been excited and waiting for all of these events more than anything else that has popped up lately. They're all happening one after the other, and I won't have my car for them. Hell, I might not even be able to go just to watch anymore for half of them. The East Coast Run is definately the trip I've been planning most for though. It's a road rally leaving at midnight on June 3rd with Nopi in Florida set as the destination. My plan was to run down there, and on the way, pick up my buddy Doug who moved down to Florida not too long ago, then hit the show/races/events. Of course now thats fucked. God damnit... This is seriously all that ever happens to me. Bad luck just LOVES me. Everytime somthing good happens to me, it lasts for about 5 seconds and then all the bad shit piles on to continuously remind me just how much god must hate me... or something like that. I mean, look at the evidence. My last car. I hand made a bodykit, and the moment I start driving the car when the job was complete, I am 2 miles down the road and my car is now the bitch of a curb and the fact that my tires decided they didn't want to stop when I hit the brakes on the on-ramp. So I take the internals of the car, and buy a new shell for them... of course it couldn't be THAT easy, as my jamacian mechanic had no perception of time, and kept fucking up my plans to finish the car. Hell, I even bought a new engine, built it up, and when I tried to swap it, the whole project went to hell. I'm forced to give up on the car, and sell everything. A year later, I am still trying to buy a new car when finally things start to look up. I buy the Solara with help from my parents, but my mom decides "No, we can't afford the payments! You gotta sell the car!" before I even had a chance to drive it! I get deployed to Haiti, and when I come back home THEN I have the car to freely do as I wish. 2 weeks later, WRECKED by an African bitch. I fucking LOVE it!! Now, don't mind me bashing my head on the cement wall... I'll try not to bleed on your shoes. Seriously though, did I really do somthing so wrong to somone that I deserve all this shit. I mean yesterday we finally signed for our apartment and got our keys. Now I sit here 24 hours later and now I won't even have a car to allow me to move the fuck in! ... and if this god damned house phone rings one more time, I'm gonna throw it in the fucking woods... "I'd leave an enlightening quote at the end of every entry, but I'm not that original with my sayings" - Sean Johnson |
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| Homework + Boredom = This... | ||
I hate homework |
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| Thanks go to Pat... | ||
Since Pat is the man, I now have my pics hosted on his site untill my FTP woes pass on by. As he so elequently put it:
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